[don't open!] : I am pretty fine so far.

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I am pretty fine so far. but honestly I'm totally not fine at all.
I'm far from a line of fine.

does everyone ever feels like how I feel?
people who put on happy face when they don't.

I'm that person.
there's the day I'm feelings bad, I'm sucked.
sometimes I'm feeling like such a coward and useless.
If I could run away, then I would. or if I had a lotta money even had I been a little brave I mighta gone to somewhere else just for a while to wherever place that could make all the pains half away~
I'm tired, I'm getting bored.

I can't stand that feelings.

I know, God gimme strength to face the challenges on my journey.
yea I got it, but sometimes I'm feeling like "Oh god, I'm not strong enough."

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oh no.. I'm stronger than I look.
everything gonna be okay.
maybe not now, I just a little wiped out now.
this is only take a few times, don't worry.

we got a trouble to get new level that will bring us to the best place.
I believed if we believe, God will give us beautiful thing more than we expected,
not only what we want but also what we need.
no one in this world can throw my way.
I can handle all of this ASAP.

I prefer writing to telling so CMIIW because I'm okay if anyone judging on my grammer and says "how pity you are"
but pls don't judge the content :'