gimme something i could follow So I can find my way out from the shadows

I dont know why, i dont understand about all of this sh*t.
it hurt sometimes, mood suka naik turun.

satu dua minggu belakangan ini gue ngerasa beban gue naik 1 level dipundak, pikiran gue juga sama, paleng, durasi resah nya uda susah dikendaliin.
kata nya orang galau itu karna kurang ibadah, tapi gue uda berusaha untuk ngelakuin itu semua tapi entah kenapa rasa resah itu gak ilang. it hurt in many ways.

i hate being like this.
And even any words aint enough to explain how i feel rn.

may i need to escape from this trouble one or may i only need somebody knows what i feel then hug me so tight
want to cry.
i used to be happy but now then..