Monday, 27 February 2017

Happy birthday mom

Dear mom,
happy birthday.
you callin' at 6:30 a.m in this morning, you told me 'bout everything and anything.
till you asked me, did I forget about your birthday, then I look at my watch and I said "oh my goodness, I was forgotten until you reminded me"At that time, I said nm but tbh so many things I wanna say, I really want to say how much thankful I am to having ya, how much I want to give you something on your birthday, but I kno it's not what u want it rn, isn't it? bc I kno you're still having the other sons who will buy you a gift wkwkwk :p
I'm so sorry I used to make you disappointed or make you worried about me.
I'm so sorry I used to ignore you anytime you're telling me.
I'm so sorry I often go to places w/o your permission and you were getting mad w/ me when I come home late, I'm so sorry that I've might hurt you, and I'm so sorry that I spend your money.
no hard feelings, you're always forgive me and I'm always in your prayers.
you love me unconditionally.
And I've been knowing how much you really means to me since I'm far from you, mom, dad.
Nah, not bc I've never realized but now is different, I'm just more realize than before.
Now, almost everytime you calling me, every words and every advices you and dad gave to me always made me want to cry w/o no reasons. I JUST WANT TO MAKE YOU PROUD AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

you're definitely the best parents, Ily so fucki' god damn much! even though I'm not good enough in expressing it.

and for the last line, happy birthday mom.
xoxo

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